wow. One of the only words I can think of to describe this week. along with overwhelming, powerful, humble, and eye opening.
before going to fuge, i prayed to God that i would leave with that fire in my soul, but i also prayed that the fire would not die out. not only last just a week.
as i was standing tonight with my arms lifted high up in the air praising my wonderful God to the song “What a beautiful name”, i looked around and i noticed something. i realized that my prayer was answered. i am truly on fire for God.
I came across a man today. He was a Hebrew, and a very head-strong one to say the least. but as we were preaching to him and trying our best to bring all the glory to God and show him the one true desire… it hit me. how truly lost people in today’s age are.
We all think that everyone believes because we do, but we are completely wrong. We never know… because we never step out of our comfort zone and tell the word of God.
“I’m not skilled enough at talking to others!”
“I don’t know scripture enough to tell a complete stranger about it!”
you all. these are excuses. we will never succeed in this world if we don’t set our fears aside and follow our purpose in life.
This week, as I went from park to park, spreading God’s glory, i felt nothing but happiness, fulfillment, and it’s the most alive I have felt in a while.
As I was standing, I looked around. Everyone was broken… but they were on fire for God. They were raising their hands, kneeling at the alter, and last but definitely not least-they were being RESTORED.
it hit me. i am broken. i am a train wreck half the time. but God made me this way.
and i am truly thankful for this week and the fact that I am a daughter of the one TRUE king!!!
God, oh how i have longed to be this close to you and now that i am here… i pray i only grow closer to you and i pray i never leave your side. because wow. you are my one true desire.