now I couldn’t decide to make this one a video or a written blog.. so i decided to go with written…
thank you all so much for all of the love on the video blog… i love doing them and all of your support helps a ton;)
I was lying in bed thinking a lot. my mind was all over the place. worrying and stressing(as usual haha) and i couldn’t make it stop. It was about stupid stuff, like what I will eat and what I need to pack for lunch. is it too many calories or sugars or fats? all of that mess that I should not stress about. anxiety can sometimes get the best of me. but then it hit me…
we write our story how we want it to look.
we all try so hard to live in this fairytale, that we never realize that life is hard. life is going to be complicated.
the girl/boy you like might not always like you back. the grade you wanted on a test might not always be an A. the friend that you spent half of your life with might not always be there in your corner. but none of us every want to think this way… so we don’t.
this life is messy and so imperfect to live in.
I many times want to give up, because my day isn’t going great or it’s too cold outside (if you know me then you know I would so say this;)) but that’s when you choose to either face the fact that its life or choose to drown in self-pity and be miserable.
God did not create you to be perfect. He didn’t create this world to be perfect.
You have to realize God didn’t make you to be like others. He wants you to stand out and be unique.
you shouldn’t worry what others think of you or say about you. (Even though it is extremely hard now days) Everyone has a different opinion and sadly that causes a lot of hate in this world.
just because you aren’t living a fairytale life, that doesn’t mean you can’t create your own one.
God has a purpose for you. He made you to be perfectly imperfect. now let that light shine, you will do great things in this life- I know it;)
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