okay sorry people… I KNOW I haven’t did one of these in forever !!!! BEEN SUPERRRRR BUSY:)
THIS HAS A MEANING JUST WAIT- okay I don’t know about y’all but I ate a TON at thanksgiving. from pies to casseroles to ham and more pies;) which is great because that’s the whole point of THANKSgiving… to be THANKFUL for food!! oh wait maybe it’s to be thankful for your friends and family not food…oops \o/*
but this thanksgiving was kinda like my first thanksgiving. My first time to have that much food in front of me at a gathering. My first time to be put to the test with everyone watching me… well at least my first time since my huge battle this year.
I was nervous to say the least. I did fine but the day after thanksgiving… it hit me. R E G R E T.
questions like: why did u eat all of that? you just gained a ton!!!why did you eat that much?
so I noticed I have not ate as much lately due to these thoughts. C O N T R O L!!!
I dropped a pound since I went to nutritionist. NOT GOOD PEOPLE.
my stomach. that’s what has always bothered me the most. idk why. for some people it’s their legs, face, personality, but for me it’s my stomach. I can’t say “was” because I’ll admit it. Today it still bothers me. but today for the first time in a while… I haven’t cared as much. I looked in the mirror and was pleased. I struggle with that pleasure of comfort so much.
i look in the mirror everyday and I have fear for what my thoughts will say to me. they poison my mind. yeah I said MY MIND! they make me feel so fat. so worried. stressed. but that’s when you/I have to realize. God made YOU.. yeah YOU. so why spend your life on one thought that could ruin your whole day, week, and like I said LIFE?
i wake up every morning and pray that control takes the back seat and I get in the drivers seat.
I pray for all of you too. and any one who is going through their own struggles!! 🙂
alright so here’s where the title comes in.
MISS CONGENIALITY means having a gift of getting along with others. friendly.
When I was going through my struggles this summer… I had people in my life who had the trait- congeniality. they were who I needed to get where I am today. I struggle every minute of every second but I know I can pick up the phone any day and I always feel better. they are my saving grace. and my map when I feel lost.
If you do not have someone like that in your life. You truely do not know what you are missing.
if you ever need me to be that friend I’m here. I’m always here for any of you out there.
y’all we got this. we got this. WE GOT THIS;)
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