Written on November 2, 2018
do you ever sit there and look around at the world we live in? do you ever wish you weren’t on it? do you ever wish you could stay here forever? do you?
we all go through those times where life is perfect. Well it at least feels perfect. You are in love. You are living it up with your friends. You are doing great in school. Everything with your family is perfect….
Then suddenly without ever realizing it. It changes. You feel as if your whole world is crashing around you and you are just trying to survive. To live. To breathe. It feels as if you are drowning and cannot come up for air.
Everyone goes through these times. Believe me life is NOT perfect. It is messy, painful, but there can be beautiful, wonderful moments also.
Death is a horrible thing that gets so many people off balance. It makes you go into a state of depression. It messes so much with your mind, that you also forget your own self. Death makes you miss someone so much, that it makes you want to be with them. It makes you want to give up your life to be with someone.
But during this unstable state of mind… you have to remember one thing. Everything happens for a reason. Even tho it might be so hard for you to look at it- why your family member died for a “reason”? But it’s the truth.
There is a reason. There is a purpose. We all have a purpose on this Earth. To be “Little Christ” until our time is here.
Our time to leave this world can be in a blink of an eye. One breath you take on the Earth and one in Heaven or sadly for some people- Hell. You have to make your decision on where you want to go.
But when you are lost. When someone dies that you are close to. You can’t lose sight of your true self. They are in a way better place than you are right now.
Don’t shut people out!! Lean on your loved ones to help you through. And if you just keep praying about it. Suddenly, without noticing… each day you will get a little better. A little happier. Have a little more peace.
slowly, each day….you will be able to swim higher to the surface, and one day you will be able to breathe again.
P.S. listen to the song, “Breathe” by Anna Nalik- you won’t regret it;)
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